you made it. i bought it.

I bought a most beautiful necklace. It was delivered today. When you see it and get mad green jealous i might just tell you the talented girls website.

this is where the title goes

i have been wanting to post for a few weeks now and either not got round to it or had typers block when i did and so settled for reading other peoples entries until i really had to do something else.

i went to london this weekend. it was good. fairly chilled after my spectcular
too-drunk-to-wake-up-and-catch-a-bus moment that significantly increased the value of my travel!!
it did make me disappointed in people. let down. an old and extremely dear friend who lives in london failed to meet up with me while i was there. there was plently of warning given for my approach and opportunity for them to make even the slightst of effort. but they did not. i think it is partly my penchant for trashy american teen tv and movies that makes my already over active imagination expect too much from people and situations.

my family is around at the mo, mum n dad brought gran over as a birthday treat for her. i love that i can still swear in my everyday sentences and i only have to speed it up a little for gran to miss the swearing part!!

enough.

well i had a nap and now i shall 'fire ze missiles' ie. do the wsahing up, put my game face on and go to work

the body apocolypse

i have the plage. i'm too tired to type. i had an anxiety attack last night.

my time

i've handed in my last school project and am just waiting for my book to arrive so i can take it into school and i'm pretty much finished.

i have 2weeks now with not a whole lot on and am investing in me-time which seems to mean me-in-bed-or-just-generally-lounging-around-time. i do want to go into school and use the darkroom and scanners etc and i have a few personal projects to be getting on with. but lots of bed and lounging for now! especially as i'm waiting for this book parcel!!!!!!

just to revisit the last post slightly, i think that night i didn't eat anything, fell a little asleep, woke up and just crawled myself into bed fully clothed with massive amounts of messy crap on my bed and slept thru til morning!

in new things. how weird is it when you've spent a week hanging out with someone under unusual circumstances and then you kind of never expect to see them again. time passes and then they suddenly just pop back up in your life. too weird. and you're alone so u might just think well maybe? and then u realise that that week last summer you were actually technically dating someone, but not really. more weird. stirred emotions.

and hunger. not metaphorical. i am actually hungry. for food.

OW

i had a tooth taken out yesterday. i must eat soon before the ibuprofen wears off and it will hurt again. tempted by pizza. can't have a JP cos i gots no cheeeeeeeese. i fance roasting a pepper but i gots no cheeeeeese. other than that i have smiles, noodles, cookie dough ice cream, pasta but no sauce and no cheeeeese. when my eating revolves so much around cheese you'd think i'd keep some in the house! i could go and see if MO has some accross the road.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


i can see this going the way of me not doing anything about my vague hunger until its late and time to go to bed. i am such a lazy girl.