so to get over my obsession i did the thing i was obsessing over. it only made me obsess more. so last night i just went and pulled someone else, and that was probably even worse.

dead good days

i didn't realise just how awesome the last 2days have been til now. totally brilliant!

went home n hung out with tony, said hello to parents, had a lovely homemade dinner with gem, stu, faye n rose; a drink in the pub with the boys, wine at home with gem.

sleep.

shopping in carlisle, lunch in the car avec cream scones, nap on the train, profitable work, early release with life to cluny, sneaking in to see 80's matchbox, hanging out with amy, dave n yummy phil, being protected from moshers by yummy (and fairly sweaty) phil, heading home n bumping into dee, made it home to find 3 dvd's from love film

un petit spliff, pj's, pretty in pink, in-bed-cosyness.

la vie est bon!

today i walked around newcastle for 1 1/2 hours solid. from heaton to jesmond, to town. my clicky hip was sore at the end of it! and when i went to get the bus home i realised i didn't have my bus pass. i was so paniced! (LAME) but it is 220squids worth of travel. and only jut got it. so i paid for a bus ticket and fretted more n more the closer i got to home. by the time i was at the front door i really didn't want to go in, just in case it wasn't there and i really had lost it.

it was sitting on the couch.

i felt ridiculous.

just another day in the life of a stupid girl!

now. ben n jerry and the City.

i alost bogged the other day. and then i deleted it. i can't remember what.... oh yeah now i do. photoshop. je n'aime pas photoshop. and it's all i've done for the last days. photoshop and nerves. booooo

bak 2skool

yeah i'm back and if feels like i've never been away. and in this time....no-one has grown up any, no group dynamics have changed, i still don't fit in (thank god). funniest moment so far..... watching tom pitch his idea for the mask project as a white person wearing an obama mask and not realising the full implications of this .......................followed by a class debate about politics none of them actually understand. i sit back and listen to the ignorance. hahaha. sigh.

and now i need to go and work out what i'm gonna do for mine.

i won an award for photography

i am proud owner of a 'world skills uk' bronze medal for photography!!!!!

got my new macbook. got great battery life. going to alton towers 2mora.

yay.yay.yay.