lazy?

i feel like i've bee very lazy of late. examples....

1)today i came home from school and got in bed to watch the lastest episode of One Tree Hill, than watched some greek, then a shit movie, then had a nap, then more greek

2)yesterday i went nextdoor and watched 3hours of tv, transfixed and very little movement

3)many days i seem to do a lot of sitting in bed watching shit, or monitoring facebook, pretending to do schoolwork. i promised myself i would stop being so sedintary when i got up2 date with greek. only 3episodes to go!! so since xmas i have watched 2 1/2 seasons of greek!!! as well as all the other crap i habitually watch!

4)i ate a LOT of popcorn today and i didnt even like it very much.

these times of laze are interspersed with periods of high energy activities tho, i worked over the weekend, i hoovered today! not quite sure that i'm in a good balance quite yet.... laze is still a majority.

snow

and so much of it! brilliant brilliant snow. and i went sledging and made a snowman, whose head has stayed on remarkably well despite the melty shrinkage and bad balancing.

awesome snowtimes!

if only

i was give a kitten in my dream last night and i was so happy.

then i woke up.

so to get over my obsession i did the thing i was obsessing over. it only made me obsess more. so last night i just went and pulled someone else, and that was probably even worse.

dead good days

i didn't realise just how awesome the last 2days have been til now. totally brilliant!

went home n hung out with tony, said hello to parents, had a lovely homemade dinner with gem, stu, faye n rose; a drink in the pub with the boys, wine at home with gem.

sleep.

shopping in carlisle, lunch in the car avec cream scones, nap on the train, profitable work, early release with life to cluny, sneaking in to see 80's matchbox, hanging out with amy, dave n yummy phil, being protected from moshers by yummy (and fairly sweaty) phil, heading home n bumping into dee, made it home to find 3 dvd's from love film

un petit spliff, pj's, pretty in pink, in-bed-cosyness.

la vie est bon!

today i walked around newcastle for 1 1/2 hours solid. from heaton to jesmond, to town. my clicky hip was sore at the end of it! and when i went to get the bus home i realised i didn't have my bus pass. i was so paniced! (LAME) but it is 220squids worth of travel. and only jut got it. so i paid for a bus ticket and fretted more n more the closer i got to home. by the time i was at the front door i really didn't want to go in, just in case it wasn't there and i really had lost it.

it was sitting on the couch.

i felt ridiculous.

just another day in the life of a stupid girl!

now. ben n jerry and the City.

i alost bogged the other day. and then i deleted it. i can't remember what.... oh yeah now i do. photoshop. je n'aime pas photoshop. and it's all i've done for the last days. photoshop and nerves. booooo